ok, to write how I feel. I don't really know. Slept last two days alot, worried that I was getting very depressed again, but feeling on edge all the time I was awake. Can't do anything. My mind goes into overdrive. "I'll mess that up, what about that/////and that//////and that//// and ///// and///// and/////.
Fuck it, go to sleep and stop it or start crying. But I can't hardly cry anymore. Just alot of nothing there.
And now, didn't sleep at all last night. Well, about an hour ten to eleven, then wide awake all night.
So what the fuck is wrong with me????